O! Beautiful Life

BRIAN! WOO7

2005-04-11T23:33:48Z

Which Family Guy character are you?

anyway... I'm starting a new Blog, just to um... yeah... get a new one :P I'll let you know of the user as soon as i make it.

Thingy from stephy

2005-03-25T19:09:06Z

1. copy and post in your LJ
2. bold anything that is true
3. leave plain anything that is untrue
4. add something

01. I miss somebody right now.
02. I watch more tv than I used to.
03. I love olives.
04. I love sleeping.
05. I own lots of books.
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
07. I love to play video games.
08. I've tried marijuana.
09. I've watched porn movies.
10. I have been in a threesome.
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (My ex was)
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (Newly learned lesson)
13. I have acne free skin. Well pretty much.
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton.
15. I curse frequently.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
17. I have a hobby.
18. I've been told I have a nice butt.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
20. I'm really, really smart.
21. I've never broken someone else's bones.
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
23. I love rain. (Sometimes, like right now)
24. I'm paranoid at times.
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar free.
26. I need money right now.
27. I love sushi. (HOW DID YOU KNOW?!)
28. I talk really, really fast.
29. I have fresh breath in the morning.
30. I have semi-long hair. (Nope, it's long)
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister.
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs.
35. I have a twin.
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look.
39. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months. (I had to)
40. I know how to do cornrows. (No, but I've had them)
41. I am usually pessimistic.
42. I have mood swings.
43. I think prostitution should be legalized.
44. I think Britney Spears is pretty. (Well she's not ugly but she's nothing special)
45. I have cheated on significant other.
46. I have a hidden talent.
47. Always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
48. I think that I'm popular. (Yea, generally)
49. I am currently single.
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
51. I enjoy talking on the phone. {it depends who it is}
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
53. I love to shop.
54. I would rather shop than eat.
55. I would classify myself as ghetto.
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
57. I'm obsessed with my LJ
58. I don't hate anyone.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer.
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
62. I have a cell phone.
63. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
67. I have never been in a real relationship before.
68. I've rejected someone before.
69. I currently have a crush on someone.
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
71. I want to have children in the future. (Definately)
72. I have changed a diaper before.
73. I've had the cops called on me before.
74. I bite my nails all the time.
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
76. I'm not allergic to anything deadly
77. I have a lot to learn.
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger....
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex esp. when they are really good looking.
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved.
83. I have tried alcohol before
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
85. I own the "South Park" movie.
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
88. I enjoy country music.
89. I love my best friends. (How would I live without them?!)
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
98. I have dated a close friend's ex. (Thas against the rules)
99. I'm happy as of this moment.
100. I have gone scuba diving
101. I have/had a crush on somebody I've never met.
102. I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
103. I play a musical instrument.
104. I strongly dislike math.
105. I'm procrastinating something right now.
106. I own and use a library card.
107. I fall in 'lust' more than in 'love.'
108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest things ever.
110. I'm obsessed with the tv show "Lost"
111. I think Beyblades is the coolest show in coolsville. And I think that tekken is the rockingest game in rockville.
112. There are more things I could be better at, if only I tried harder.
113. Sometimes I don't like food.
114. I worry sometimes that I'm not being the best friend I could be to the people I care about. {who doesnt?}
115. I desperately want people to respect me but it rarely happens.
116. I have never been able to say anything positive about myself and truly believe it.
117. I am bisexual.
118. I think scottish accents are very attractive.
119. I could spend an entire day on the computer with the occasional potty & food breaks.
120. I think George W. Bush is not only a horrible president, but really annoying as well.
121. I have never been this happy with my life and content in this skin.
122. I have no problem downloading Mp3's for free
123. I adore scarves.
124. I'm a total lit nerd.
125. I have a severe coffee addiction
126. I like classical music.
127. I have gone to the theater to see Rocky Horror in costume.
128. I play a sport which involves no contact whatsoever. (track, bitchesss)
129. I sometimes delude myself into thinking that college will be the solution to all of my problems.
130. I steal other peoples lj icons.
131. The person I like likes someone else.
132. i enjoy watching and or reading harry potter over and over
133. i have really and truly bawled my eyes out in the past week.
134. i have slept a straight 24 hours.
135. I have mooned the freeway with a member of the opposite sex.

the one i add:
136: I believe that being left in the dark about someones feelings about you can be a truely amazing, and lovely experience and it definatly outrides the bad of it.

I Hate You

2005-03-24T23:05:02Z

I can’t believe the hurt you cause me
Everything you say is a lie
I can’t believe the words you told me
With your vile twisted tongue
What did I ever do to you
To be treated this way?
I no longer believe in who I am
You tore out my heart
And crushed it with your words
You crush my dreams
And throw them all away
You broke your promise, demon
I can’t trust you
Love you
Anymore.
I’ve always tried to please you
Do everything to make you proud
And this is how I’m repaid?
With your oath broken!
Am I that worthless to you?
Do I mean that little?
I hate you- I hate you…
I despise you!
What did I ever do to you!
Nothing.
I did nothing.

~~

For my Mother

Darling

2005-03-24T23:01:47Z

I wait for you, honey
In the silence of this night
I wait to feel your arms around me
Darling
The only one who can hold me right
I missed you when you left from here
When you went away
Though it has only been a night, darling
I miss you in the dark.
With no one next to me
To love me and hold me tight
I miss your presence beside me, honey
The only thing keeping me safe
The rise of your breath, dear
it comforted me
The curve of your cheek
it warmed
I miss the taste of your kisses, darling
Like nectar for a bee
They feed the longing inside me, dear
that only you can feed
Come to me and bring the light again
Darling
You know I need you so
Come and be my twilight
My savior from the cold
The bed is so empty without you, darling
So empty without you here
I need you beside me,
Darling
To drive out all I fear.

I'm a Liger!

2005-01-31T00:57:37Z

Liger
(Please rate my quiz)

Which Napoleon Dynamite character are you?
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God.. what's wrong with me?

2005-01-31T00:47:01Z

Don't you hate those feelings when you want to break down and cry, but you never fucking can? It bugs the hell out of me.. just wants to make me scream and rip my hair out of my head... *sighs* I haven't been able to cry for a few weeks.. last time i did was only a few tears when I was on the phone with Tim. *shakes head* Crying relieves so much, just lets everything go... but no..

I can't fucking do it.

But why am I complaining? There are people worse of then I am, everywhere. There are people who are abused, who are lost, raped, close to death.. have an uncureable illness... and I'm just complaining about the fact that my moms a fucking drunk who tears my heart out of my chest and stamps on it everytime she drinks.

I could easily fix the problem too... I'm a coward.

I am always telling people to stand up to their problems.. but what do I do? Run from my own, with my tail between my legs.

God damn it. I hate life.

DRAMA NERDS!

2005-01-20T22:43:58Z

You scored as Drama nerd.

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Drama nerd

75%

Punk/Rebel

31%

Loner

31%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

25%

Ghetto gangsta

19%

Geek

19%

Goth

13%

Stoner

13%

What's Your High School Stereotype?
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Homework...

2005-01-09T18:32:32Z

Jessica has so much stuff to do today... Jessica must go to band rehearsal in thirty minutes for our trips... I guess practice is going to be EVERY fucking suday.. so you know... im full up now *grumbles and sighs* thsi sucks...

Time to leave now to get there *grumbles*

AND I STILLL HAVE A WHOLE BOOK REPORT TO DO!

Dont Let Me Leave...

2005-01-09T04:14:23Z

Life does many things to others
tares apart sisters and brothers
Life does many other things, too
like make me fall in love with you.

I've tried to deny it
I've tried to hide it
I want to throw it away.
in a stone tomb I'd wish it lay

But I can't deny it to myself, the thing I need is you
I can't hide it from myself, even though I really want to..
I try to tell myself I'm not the one you need
but only does it feed--
this love I feel inside my soul
like fire, it burns, out of control.

God, please, I need you so
I only wish that you could know
but I'm afraid to ask you, to try
so instead I sit and I cry...

Sure, I flirt, sure, I tease
I smile and I try to please
but all I really want is you,
someone to care, and talk to

I have had others, that is no lie
but even though I did try
to forget you, to push you away
in my heart still you stay.

some have told me to try it, to ask
still I hide behind this mask
I’ve made for myself, to hide--
to keep my heart defied.

This is my plead to you, my dear
to take away all I fear..
just let me have you, all my own
please don’t let me walk alone.....

oui.... (I really like that word) A Friendship renewed?

2005-01-09T03:35:40Z

Alrite, tonight Anna and Melissa came over (some of you know them as MP and Ohana) and recently.. we've been growing... raelly.. distant. I mean... for someone you grew up in diapers with, who you spent almost every weekend up till middle school with... its hurtful and sad when relationships like that break apart. I mean it's evident that it's going to, but you dont like facing it in the face...

Anyway.. Like i was saying.. they came over today. It was nice to see them, even though they interupted my time with Stephy :( (sorry steph!) but yeah, we talked and played outburst. (fun ass game on the computer) It was nice to be with them and be able to laugh again. We havent done that in so long.

*thinks* ummmm.... oh.... uh.. Going to church with Andy tomorrow. That'll prove to be fun-- I hope... who knows..

*groans* i have so much fucking homework..

*cries* save me

Thing I stole from Stephy! ^_^ lol oh im such a lil theif

2005-01-09T00:08:34Z

Fill it out for me... please? *bats eyelashes*

01. Who are you, what's our ...relationship?:
02. How and where did we meet?:
03. What's my middle name?:
04. How long have you known me?:
05. Tell me one good thing about myself?:
06. When you first saw me, what was your impression?:
07. My age:
08. Birthday:
09. My favorite band at the moment:
10. Colour eyes:
11. Do I have any siblings?:
12. Have you ever had a crush on me?:
13. What's one of my favorite things to do?:
14. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?:
15. Describe me in 3 words:
16. Name 5 things I love:
17. Do you think I'm good looking?:
18. How would you describe me to someone?:
19. Would you ever date me?:
20. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21. What do you like most about me?:
22. If we could spend a day together, what would we do?:
23. Have we ever gotten in a fight?:
24. Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years?:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
26. What do you think my weakness is?:
27. Do you think I'll get married?:
28. What makes me happy?:
29. What makes me sad?:
30. What reminds you of me?:
31. If you could give me anything, what would it be?:
32. When's the last time you saw me?:
33. Do you think our ...friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?:
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?:
35. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?:
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?:
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?:
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?:
39. Would you make a move on me?:
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?:

3rd Time Updatin...
1. Your REAL Name: Jessica
2. What friends call you: Jessy, Jess, Butt, Frighty, Frightful, Puppy, Freddy, Porno
3. What your (ex)calls you: Jess... and Jessy.. XD
4. What's a name you once wished you'd rather have?: Alanna
5. What is/are the ugliest name(s) you can think of?: er... Francis.. or Isabella..
6. What would you name these if you had them as pets?
a. turtle: James
b. goose: Honker
c. pirate: First-Mate
d. a hot girl: uh... Hot-Girl XD
7. If there was a song about you, what would it be called?: ummm... Happiness? XD or.. Way Too Optimistic XD
8. What would you name your kids?: Boys: Alex, Alexander (yeah Alex, I love your name) Girls: Alanna, Alexandria
9. What would you name a ship you built? The Black Pearl! lol
10. If you wrote a book, what would it be called?: ALL FOR ONE!!!

Part Two - Have you ever...
11. Thrown up in public?: no
12. Eaten or drank anything spoiled?: milk..
13. Had a rip in your pants you didn't know about?: mmhm
14. Tripped while checking someone out?: I dont usually check people out XD lol
15. Had to pay for something you broke?: nope ^_^
16. Nearly drowned?: I'd like to think so.. but in reality i was learning how to swim.. lol
17. Passed out?: from being too tired, yeah
18. Had a crush on somebody NOT single?: yes
19. Been stuck in the rain?: oh yaeh, I love it ^_^
20. Been attacked by an animal?: lol my brother count?
21. Caught people having sex?: umm... no.. actully
22. Fallen asleep while driving?: Nope
23. Felt attracted to someone of the same sex?: Definately not
24. Actually slipped on a banana peel?: XD no! whoever came up with that joke had issues
25. Made a wish that came true?: Many actully

Part Three - Complete The Sentence
26. I once had a dream... that I was dead
27. I'm only racist towards... I'm not racist...
28. I don't even know why I'm... wishing for something.
29. I'd give anything to have sex with... someone i love
30. Nothing sucks more than having to... work
32. It's hot... in my pants ((lol version of its happy in my pants, all for you emmalee)
33. It[life]'s always more fun if you... have your friends with you
34. You can't eat steak without... ME! lol
35. You better shut up before I... bite you ;)
36. Just put it in my... pocket
37. I really like you and everything but... I like being friends.
38. I'm not who you think I am. Im really... a fat gay man. (oui, I love you Jess)
39. Dude! Where's my... schedual! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO BE DOING?! *cries*

Part Four - What would you do if...
40. A dirty old guy at the airport slaps your ass?: Punch... XD then run away
41. You witness somebody about to steal your car?: Scream at them
42. You wake up with a billion spiders crawling all over you and your bed? Scream... jump out of bed, trying to shake them off.. doing a lil spidey dance
43. You farted while giving a persuasive speech in class?: Uh.. oh.. wow.. was that me? XD And that just proves how explosive my statement is!
44. The person you just kissed tells you they have oral herpes? stare...
45. A genie lets you have three wishes? fix my problems, take me to Jen Jen, Jess, Tim, and Stephy, make my family whole again
46. The government allowed you to choose one thing to be made illegal and one thing to be legalized?: Illegal: DRINKING Legal: having sex whenever you want.. (no seriously lol)
47. Britney Spears was at your front door asking for jumper cables?: ask her "What, did you do it again?"
48. You had a time machine?: Go back and fix things that i totally fucked up on...
49. FOX gave you a half hour show to do whatever you wanted?: Debate world issues

Part Five- Would you rather...
50. Would you rather find the cure for cancer or the cure for AIDS?: Cancer
51. Would you rather have the power to fly, or the power to teleport?: Fly
52. Would you rather have the power to see the future, or the power to record your dreams?: Record my dreams
53. Would you rather be really skinny, or really fat?: FAT
54. Would you rather be lost in a forest, or stuck in a box?: depends who im in the box with :P
55. Would you rather be in a drama movie, or a comedy?: omg.. so comedy
56. Would you rather be in a hip hop video or a rock video?: ROCK!!!!!!!
57. Would you rather have your birthday on Christmas Day, or on February 29th?: February 29th...
58. Would you rather live in the sewer, or in Afghanistan?: Afghanistan
59. Would you rather be in a mental institution or in a penitentiary?: not sure... XD
60. Would you rather snow board or hang glide?: hang glide
61. Would you rather be a ninja or a pirate?: Pirate

Part Six - What's the FIRST thing that comes to your mind when you read the following words?
62. Courage: wolves
63. Driver: truck
64. Yoga: god i really shoulda kept up with that...
65. Bakery: oh no.. fire.. ill burn it..
66. Roach: Papa XD
67. Mushroom: Tim.. (mushroom cloud) XD
68. Sprung: I like Big Buts
69. Exotic: dancing!
70. Pythagorean: what does that mean?

Part Seven - Miscellaneous
71. Construct an acronym for these words.
(example: G M S = Great Meat Soup)
a. S O L R A C: Socialied order of Love Rings Anger and Caring (lmao.. does that make sence?)
b. D A N G E R: Danger Aruging Nitwit Greeting Eager Rocks...
c. C H I N A: Choo Hate Intelligence and Northern Americans
d. R P G: Role Play Game XD lol
72. What is your definition of love?: oh here we go... When you care where that person is at all times of the day, worry for them, even if you have no cause to. When you just want to be with them all the time, to be held, and just to talk. When simply [i]being[/i] there with that person can make your life jsut appear that much easier. When you would do anything at all for that person, even die for them, because they mean the world to you. that's love.
73. List 3 words that are clues to identifying a person you are currently interested in: intresting, funny, cuddly
74. Reveal a secret about you that nobody knows of, but type it in acronym form.: I C N L W O T D G O I W D
77. Who or what is your worst enemy?: my worst enemy is my fear of rejection.. it makes me want to become the spotlight.. which i hate being.. >.0
78. Who is the last person you kicked?: My brother
79. If you had to be a chess piece, which piece would you be?: The Rook
80. Name three people you know whose names begin with the last letter of your first name: Howell, uh... thats it XD
81. What's one romantic thing somebody's done for you?: er.. kiss my hand? XD which made me extreamly uncomfertable.. so... um... uh...
82. If you had to break one of your bones, which bone would it be?: my leg

Part Eight - What Is Your opinion?
83. "Girls are nothing but drama.": lol most girls definatly are
84. "Only idiots watch The Simpsons." hey.. are you calling me an idiot?
85. "Kentucky is way better than Cali": i'll tell you when i get back from Cali.
86. "There's nothing wrong with stealing." yah there is..
87. "Alcohol is the answer to ALL your problems.": None of em
88. "You don't need to go to college to be a brain surgeon.": You can be whatever you want to be, you don't need school to dicide that.
89. "Music is stupid.": Music is my life
90. "Your car sucks.": lol i dont have a car *cries*

love is

2005-01-02T21:09:32Z


writing songs are love
brought to you by the isLove Generator

what a tricky lil thing ;) oh well ^_^ awesome anyway

Happy 'wrinkly weener kissing' new year ^_^ Ask Mandie, Lilly, or Jen.. I'm not in the mood to explain it.

Anyway, doing some research for forensics.. not sure yettt what im going to do... I'm thinking something along the lines of alcholism now *thanks stephy* so.. we'll see how it goes.

love

2004-12-28T08:40:28Z

"the love needs to be put back into the Love Cult" copy and paste that in your LJ if you agree.

It is with great tiredness

2004-12-21T02:16:28Z

It is with great tiredness that I make this entry, having just read almost the complete Pride and Predijudce novel, and comferting a friend of mine, as well as creating a dozen cds, which is extreamly wearisome business. I must take a shower after this beif but hearty entry.

Unfortunatly, I have yet to understand my feelings for Lance. (... Court... shut up) I saw him today and like... I felt a yearning inside that really confused me as well as filled me full of dispair, because this has been my feeling over the past year, and it's quite dreadful. I am afraid that I will never berid of it. Yet, it's a comfert to see him, and I miss him greatly, and hope to see him again very soon.

So, I'm going to stop writing now, for my print of my next cd is done, and I have yet one more to make. Lord spare me!

white creamy stuff

2004-12-19T07:16:57Z

http://home.comcast.net/~trevorfoxie/whitecreamystuff.gif CHECK IT OUUUTTT ;)

icon from court!

2004-12-19T07:14:13Z

http://www.picvault.info/images/22317_jessyicon.gif

have fun ;)

Quiz stolen from Alex ^_^

2004-12-19T06:40:32Z

Love and Sex With Your Friends by dannygrl0129
Username
Sex
Favorite Color
Love of your life:	emmadeefullness
Best sex of your life:	theirishwolf
Will make you come 1000 times:	ilovemagetti
Will break your heart:	mangezmarde
Best Kisser:	mangezmarde
Best cuddler:	theirishwolf
You secretly dream of:	emmadeefullness
But this person dreams of you:	ilovemagetti
Will handcuff you and screw you silly:	mangezmarde

Quiz created with MemeGen!

today

2004-12-19T06:20:09Z

intresting day today. Went to my grandparents, and ate, came home, went to a play "Canned Hamelet" LAUGHED MY ASS OFF!! then went to Anna and Melissas, who i haven't seen since Halloween.. It was nice to see them.. even though we arn't really close anymore. It's depressing... they used to be my best friends *sighs* oh well.. i guess people change...

time for bitchyness

2004-12-07T04:59:32Z

*sigh* Hey, me again.. no shit, right> >.0 I hate my life. I feel like SUCH a bitch. You know I dumped Josh the other day... I didn't know till then that he was taking Zoloft (The anti-depressent) It's like... why didn't you TELL me this?!?!?!?!?! Sorry, I still feel totally bad about that, and there's nothing I can do about it..

Not to mention that I just want someone to love..I can't seem to find it though.. *cries* GOD DAMN IT! I hate it..

Where is God? Ppeple are alway stelling me he exists but I've never felt him. I want so much to have faith in something right now but I can't find it.

I was told that 9th grade was the wrost grade. I'll have to agree. In no other grade have I been under this much emotional depression. I've never felt suicidle before, this is my first year for that, and it scares me like all hell... god... *sighs*

oh time for a LONG rant... maybe

2004-12-06T03:00:40Z

*sighs* alright lets start this. This past few days i've been doing alot of thinking, Alex can tell ya, and I'm not really happy with what I've been thinking. I mean, I've been thinking about the whole reason for life, reason for existance, what's the point? There isn't really one is there, besides to secure our future? But if we're always securing our future, what about our present? What does it matter if we ace an exam or fail a test, it doesn't MATTER if we arn't happy doing it.

And then you get people who say that it is to make you happier LATER to do this and that, but what about NOW? When do I get to ENJOY later? and will i regret not enjoying NOW? god.. complicated isn't it?

I just want to break down and cry but I can't. I don't remember last time I cried... I wish someone would just make me cry, make me have a total breakdown so i can just sit and wollow in my own self pitty and not care. Why do I care so much anyway? It sucks. I mean, god... I'm always worrying or always stressing and I'm sick of it! I just want to be free, to relax, and not to be as tense as I am. I hate who I am... so much.. and I can't change it either without giving up what I'm afraid to.

>.< sorry to make you read that..

gah..

2004-12-06T02:08:29Z

*sighs* im feeling really shitty today for some reason :( I dun know why either... just like.. feel unloved, unwanted kinda shit, ya know? Oh well.. I'll get over it... *twiddles thumbs* not to mention im bored... gah.. What's the meaning of life? yeah i know, that was random ^_^ *sighs*

Quizzy

2004-12-06T01:49:50Z

-*-*StArT*-*-
What time is it?: 8:09 PM
What is the date?: I think it's the fifth of december 04
Why are you filling this out?: because im bored outta my skull and have nothing better to do

-*-*YoU yOu YoU*-*-
Full name: Jessica
Do you like it?: neayh.. its a lil too common
Nicknames: Jessy, Jess, Butt, Two Cheeks, Puppy, Frightful, Frighty
If you could change your first name, what would it be?: Alanna
middle name?: May
Age: 14
DOB: what? oh, date of birth? April 1st 1990
Height: 5'4
Hair colour: Light brown
Eye colour: greenish brownish
Where do you live?: michigan
Do you like it there?: can't complain
Why/Why not: my friends are here ^_^
Where were you born?: here
Astrological sign: Aries
Shoe Size: 9 or 9 and a half
Grade: Freshman
School: FJHS
GPA: usually around 3.8

-*-*FaMiLy*-*-
Parents names: John, Julianne
Do you have any siblings?: yes
If so, what are their names and ages?: Andrew, 11
Are your parents divorced/remarried/single?: lol they are married to eachother
Pets: Aleu, doggy
Names: Aleu..
Do you like your family?: yah, but sometimes it feels like i dont know them
Favorite relative: my faja

-*-*FaVoRiTeS*-*-
Number: 12334
Color: black
Car: bug
Season: summer
Holiday: christmas (how does that work?)
Month: April
Day of the week: Friday
Grade so far: A+...
Sport: Football or softball
Class: American History
Teacher so far: Jarvis, Mr.
Drink: Coke
Candy: GOBSTOPPERS!!! WOO7!
Food: Apples
Fruit: Apples...
Veggie: Green beans
Dessert: Chocolate Cake ^_^
TV show: Fairly Odd Parents, Everybody Loves Raymond, Made, Drake and Josh, Sienfeld, Family Guy... ect.. lol
Radio station: 102.9 W Ford Country
CD: Incubus: A Crow Left of the Murder
Movie: umm... ive got lots. The Sound of Music, Mulan, The Lion King, Fiddler on the Roof, Showboat, Monty Python and the Holy Grail...
Actor: hmmm... John Cleese ^_^
Actress: no idea
Song: I've got many. but... American Pie
Word: awesome
Phrase: "Trust your friends, even if you don't trust your self, chances are they know you better then you do." ~ME ^_^
Animal: wolf
Flower: rose, red roses ^_^
Clothing store: don't really have a prefrence
Article of clothing: my wolf tanktop
Underwear: ummm.. not exactly sure
State (that you've been to): Flordia! lol It's warm there
Ice cream flavor: Bear Claw
Breakfast food: umm.. Oatmeal.. lol
Way to have fun: whenever i'm with my friends i'm having fun

-*-*ThIs Or ThAt*-*-
Me/You: you
AOL/AIM: aim
CD/Cassette: cd
DVD/VCR: dvd
Radio/CD: raido
Slow dance/Freak dance: slow dance
Jeans/Khakis: jeans!
Jacket/Coat: coat
Leather/Pleather: leather
Sparkles/Bronze: sparkles
Sexy/Hot: hot
Car/Truck: truck
Civic/Acura: what?
Corvette/Camero: corvette
Strong/Weak: strong
Upset/Pissed: pissed
Tall/Short: tall
Lunch/Dinner: lunch
Abercrombie/Hollister: neither :P
Gap/Old Navy: old navy
Nsync/BSB: bsb
Britney/Christina: christina
Love/Lust: love
Gone In 60 Seconds/The Fast and the Furious: F&F
Inside/Outside: inside
Lipstick/Lipgloss: gloss
Silver/Gold: silver
Piercings/Tattoos: piercings
Football/Basketball: football
Thunder/Lightning: thunder
This/That: this

-*-*FrIeNdS*-*-
Who is your best girl friend?: Stephy, or the girls in the lc ^_^
Guy friend: Andy, Lance, Tim
Do you get along with people easily?: I think so
Why/Why not: *shrugs* just who i am
Who have you known the longest?: Tim, courtney
Who do you dislike the most?: I don't.. lol
Was your crush/bf/gf a close friend before you liked them?: lol yes
Craziest: *thinks* Lance
Loudest: Lance
Funniest: Tim
Quietest: Tim...
Sweetest: Jen Jen
Most caring: Court, Emmy, Stephy
Most understanding: Amanda, Tim
Kinkiest: Tim.. Emmalee!!!!!!!!!!!
Sleeziest: none of my friends are sleezy
Best dressed: Emmy, Stephy
Biggest flirt: Courtney
Most likely to have a 2 year relationship: umm... Amanda, Nate, Stacia
Cutest couple: I tihnk Stacia and Josh would make a cute couple
Most loyal: Stacia
Most athletic: Stephy, Tearra
If you were stuck with only 2 friends, who would you pick and why?: oh.. now thats being mean... god... I really don't know.. I'll come back to you.
If you could date >ONE< guy friend, who would you date and why?: lol out of the LC? I would maybe go out with Lance again, or I'd go out with Nate... why? Lance because he makes me laugh and I love him lots ^_^ Nate because... he's awesome and can make me laugh :P that and i find him intresting.. and pokeable..
If you were the opposite sex, which member of the same sex (as you are now) would you date and why?: umm... outta the LC? *laughs* umm.. :P i dunno.. i havent thought about it.. Hey court, I want you :P jj.. or STACIA!
Most likely to be on America's Most Wanted: Stacia
Most likely to be a stripper: Emmy
Doctor: Courtney, Jen jen
Teacher: Emmy
Stay at home mom: Lance
One you'd travel across the world for: Jenjen, Tim
If you could take 5 friends to paradise with you to live, who would you take and why would they be the best?: damn.. i don't know... i couldn't leave behind people...
Biggest wanna-be playa (boy): Andy XD he's gonna kill me..
Biggest wanna-be playa (girl): ME! lol no, umm... No one really
Biggest thug: ... dunno
Smartest: Nate, Jenjen, Stephy, Tim, Courtney
Who would do anything for a thousand dollars?: Andy, Courtney :P
Who has the nicest parents?: ummmmmm.... Court ^_^ Lance has a nice mommy too ^_^
Who is like your adopted sister/brother?: lol friendwise? I adopted Andy!!!! but Stephy, Emmy, Court, Lance (yeah, he adopted me today)
Who is the most like you?: Lance lol

-*-*LoVe n ReLaTiOnShIpS*-*-
Do you have a bf/gf?: no
If so, who?: i don't
If not, do you have a crush?: kinda
If so, who?: :P
How long have you liked your bf/gf/crush?: i hate these questions..
What about them do you like so much?: them
What is their strongest quality?: their mind
Weakest quality?: their mind...
How long have you known them?: a long time
What physical feature attracted you to them first?: lol
Personality feature: makes me laugh
If you could kiss one famous >MUSICIAN< who would it be and why?: i wouldnt
If you could kiss one famous >ACTOR< who would it be and why?: i wouldnt
If your single, why do you think you are?: because i dumped my boyfriend....
What was your longest relationship?: a month.. lol
Shortest: technically a day
Who was your first love (if you've had one)?: first love... like first crush? Andy Dombrowski..
Do you miss them (if your not still together)?: i was never with them..
First kiss: lol first tounge thing? with nate.. er... spin the bottle XD lmao umm not really counting that though. Otherwise i havent.
Most recent kiss: when josh kissed my hand? otherwise a spin the bottle party thing.. or when i kissed emmy..
Who is one person you've liked but >NEVER< said a thing?: hehe.. why would i tell you ^_^

-*-*PaSt*-*-
If you could take back one thing you did, what would it be and why?: saying a few things to people... sorry Tim
Do you have any regrets?: many
Last thing you said: kay.. lol
Last song you heard: Figured you out ~Nickleback
Last person you talked to: my mom
If you could get back together with an ex, who would it be and why?: lol I only have two, and i've already said Lance, because I miss him. (Now lance, no getting a big head over this..)

-*-*PrEsEnT*-*-
What are you doing right now?: this survey
What cd is in your cd player?: ummm... a burned CD andy made
Are you cold?: yes
How are you sitting?: my legs are on a table, im leaning back in a chair and typing
Is there music on?: yes
If so, what song is it?: Figured you out~ Nickleback
What time is it?: 8:42
Where are your parents?: moms sitting on her perch on the couch and dad is in his perch in the bedroom. (bed)

-*-*FuTuRe*-*-
How old will you be when you graduate high school?: lol as old as everyone else
Are you going to get married?: i hope so
Although you cant tell who you'll marry, is there anyone you'd wish it would be?: im not sure
If so, who?: im not sure
Are you going to have children?: i hope so
If yes, how many?: i want two to four
What will you name them?: lol i dont know
Do you want to go to college?: yes
Which college: MSU
What kind of car will you want to drive: any car is fine right now
What kind of job will you have: i want to be a history/english teacher or poet/author.. maybe all of them
Whats your expectations for when your 25?: im not sure

-*-*HaVe YoU eVeR*-*-
Drank: yah, only sipped though, nasty shit
Smoked: no
Skinny Dipped: yes
Prank called the police: no
Been followed, ect by the police: no
Been high: yes
Done drugs: no
If so, what?: lol i havent
Stole: yse
Met someone off the net: yep
Been in a fist fight: ya
Punched your sibling/parent: yes
Wished you'd die: yes
Tried to commit suicide: no, but i seriously contemplated it
Broken a bone: no
Driven illegally: no
Thrown things at your parents: yes
Runaway: no
Filled out a survey this long: yse

-*-*HoW wOuLd YOU sPeLl ThEsE*-*-
Sean/Shawn: sean
Desiree/Desirae/other: dont care
Megan/Meghan: first
Nicole/Nichole/other: 2
Mark/Marc: 2
Eric/Erik: 1
Ashley/Ashlee/Ashleigh/other: 3
Morgan/Morghan: 2
Jackie/Jaqui/other: 1
Caitlin/Kaitlyn/other: 2
Shelly/Shelley/other: 2
Carey/Carrie/other: 2
Vick/Vic: 2
Darren/Daren: 1
Derek/Derrik: 1
Bryan/Brian: 2
Nikki/Nicky/Nicci/other: 1
Christina/Kristina: 2
Zak/Zack/Zach: 1
Gina/Geena: 2

-*-*OtHeRs*-*-
Do you right in cursive or print?: a mix of both
Are you a lefty, righty, or ambidextrious: righty
Do you believe in God?: to a degree
Whats your religion?: Roman Catholic
What do you think of rainbows?: they are pretty
Do you have any piercings/tattoos?: no
If so, where?: i dont
If not, do you want any, where?: i want my ears peirced
What do you think of Eminem?: he's stupid
Is Tupac Shakur really dead?: lol prolly, though i have a friend who says he's not... STEPHY!!! lol
What do you think of Britney and Justin?: blondes
If you could live anywhere else, where would you live?: with some friends of mine
Do you drive?: no
Do you have braces or glasses?: contacts
Like milk and cookies?: love
Ever worn black nail polish?: yes
If your a guy, have you ever painted your nails?:
Girls, what color nail polish do you have on?: pinkish white
If you could have a 6th sense, what would it be?: knowing.. lol
If you have a magical power, what would it be and why would you want it?: i would love to have a physic ability... just so i know what my friends or others are thinking... or morph so i could morph into animals and shit
If you could be invisible for a day what would you do?: be alone
Do you do things even when your parents say no?: yes
What is your favorite song to "rock out" to?: Beautiful Mess~ Diamond Rio
Ever taken anything from a hotel?: yah
Did you talk to your crush/bf/gf today?:
If so, for how long?:
If not, why not?:
Do you think this is stupidly long?: lol no
Did you like it?: yah somewhat
Why/Why not: because i was bored
Do you like me for this?: lol i dont know you

-*-*FiNiSh*-*-
What time is it?: 8:48
What is the date?: same as before
Why did you just do this?: because...
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To fill you in..

2004-12-05T02:04:20Z

Well I dumped Josh.. I felt really bad, he's been going through some rough stuff lately, supposedly he's suffering from depression as well.. (makes me sound like a bitch doesn't it?) I just didn't feel like me around him. *sighs* I feel really bad about it, but it was best for both of us in the long run... I hope.

In the short run, I was sick for the past two days, which sucks because not only do i gotsta get my homework from the past two days on monday.. *ugh* but have to catch up on the work we're going to be doing. How I loathe school...

In other news! This is going to be a relitivly relaxing weekend as it seems none of my friends are gonna call me to do anything? *cries* im not loved XD oh well, this is like the first time in a few months, so, I suppose I can be happy ^_^

*yawns* grr.. im so bored

The Holy Grail

2004-11-30T02:58:14Z

You are King Arthur of the Britons! You let no-one
stand in your way, you are brave and strong!
Keep searching, you'll find the grail yet!

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lmao

arn't they just soooo awesome?!?! ^_^ ^_^

You've got two empty arms of coconuts and your bangin' em togeather!

Wahoo.. dumpage..

2004-11-30T02:43:13Z

okay, so First off, I got a cell phone ^_^ fun! Yeah.. but mom keeps telling me "DONT GIVE YOUR NUMBER TO ANYONE! YOU CAN ONLY CALL NINE OR PAST AND ON WEEKENDS" grr... lol ^_^ Oviously, i don't like the phone, so why would i call anyone? I mean.. I'd call Tim or Stephy or Jess.. but that's about it. And thats only cuz they live far away and its only means of communication and i dun see them everyday ^_^

Dumpage though. I swear i think I'm dumping josh tomorrow. I don't feel comfertable or myself with him. Emmy and Amanda brought this more so to my attention saying I ignore them and other things when I'm with him, which is almost every hour. I can understand where they are comming from and I've decided that I don't wanna be that kind of person. Dumpage tomorrow.

in other news.... um... ferensics. I think i'm going to do oritory. meaning modivational speaking.. think i can do it?